Calm down, come down.

......A reply, brief  and too the point. "You will find someone who deserves you" etc.
Keep trying to put my mindset to the fact I have full freedom in my life again. After six years of always thinking and planning for two.

I have Iceland fully booked now flights and hotel not too bad price wise but it's when I get there the real money comes out the wallet. I've started trying to be my old geeky self, not hard it never left me. I've made my holiday list, been doing some retail therapy, yep guys do that too, geeky ones anyway. 

I still get good days and bad days, wondered whether to get back out there and show my face. Fact is I'm not getting any younger. So maybe. 

What I do need to do is move memories get rid of even the simple things. I need to be brutal.