First step

...... Where to indeed. Firstly find a holiday I need to have a break and get away. Whale watching in Iceland is something I've always wanted to do. I've been to Iceland before but it was 20 years ago. I'm already £500 out of pocket from the hol I had booked, but f**k it. It's more important for my state of mind. So I pick Iceland the most expensive place on earth :/ . 

I've written a letter and a card just to get my thoughts across, I await the reply.