Saturday, 10 August 2013

Scream if you want to go faster

So here's the thing. You get married too young, it fails you spend the next 20 years being a bit wild. Drinking too much travelling too much ( that was the fun bit) you put on too much weight. Then sometime in your mid 40s you see yourself in a pub mirror. What you see is not nice, you decide to change your life. Lose weight get healthier get a direction.  You surprise yourself with your adaptation and the results are really positive. You embark on a new chapter following underground music round the country (even halfway round the world). You embrace the riot girl/ lesbian movement and create many good friends during this period. Among these good friends is a lovely gay lady who you meet, the fact is you fall in love with her. She of course does not know this. After many years of being without a partner you again try to rectify this. You feel you have a soul and a heart to offer to someone, the time is right. Only quick fix on this is an Internet dating site, so you sign up. After a couple of messages here and there I get a message from a lady. "If you fancy giving it a try message me". Some reason this person was interesting. I mailed we started talking, we met, we fell in love.
After a few years of "will you marry me" on Feb 29, 2012 I said yes.
Last Sunday Aug 4th 2013  9.55am I got dumped!!!!!
It's not you it's me, I've been soul searching, I've changed.
Where to from here........
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